I miss you so much. My heart aches to once again watch this amazing film. I want to see crazy Axl dance and party, Vera and her lovely moustache man, and that antelope costume. I miss the cinematography and the soundtrack. I miss the feeling of watching a really fantastic film. I think I've been letting myself go, artistically. I don't know what's happening to me, but I feel as though I've been giving up on my art, without me even knowing so. I feel as though no one wants to know me anymore. I feel bored and trapped. I feel as though I'm losing my money and not saving enough for university. I feel worthless and horrible and ugly, and I feel as though I don't have a single person in my life to tell me otherwise. I miss my best friend, and I miss my motivation to do things. I miss feeling happy with myself, and life, and where I'm going.
I really want to watch this movie soon.
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